Beauty..
Thursday, August 28, 2008
And so Ramadhan is arriving.. Alhamdulillah (Thank God).. I really do hope I will make good use of the blessings that God showers in this wonderful month.. I really hope to give my best to make it worthwhile.. InsyaAllah..
so anyway.. I though I've just cleared some days since I've put together all my sec 4 tutees in one day.. though I'll be free.. but knowing myself, I just had to agree to make use of these free days to teach again.. haha.. I know i will be swarmed for at least a month.. which is good because its Ramadhan, and I want to do more good than bad..
Its time to be a clown now and juggle my workloads..
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Hello space...
Friday, August 22, 2008
It's been about 3 weeks since our nation celebrates her birthday.. but unfortunately this year, i really really don't feel the impact of this huge event.. i mean even the celebrations by the nation seems so silent.. i mean, where's the hu-ha about the national day parade and stuff? and of course, as years passed, i realised that there are lesser and lesser flags being hung around! i don't know about you people, but whne i was a kid, i sued to love to see the flags decorating the hdb's windows.. i mean it shows that we take pride and love our country right.. but it seems so rare to see one nowadays.. i mean i have to admit that there were times when i grew up i realised that it was the town council who put up the flags and such.. but now the decorations are so minimal! seriously.. k for once im going to use Malaysia as an example.. everywhere and at any time, you will se flags being hung.. some even placed it on their cars! i mean we don't have to be soooo patriotic till that extend, but just for the month, the decorations wre just disappointing.. oh wells..
and talking about disappointment.. people please.. i know Man Utd drew.. yes i know.. and yes i know that we struggled to score against newcastle (seriously seh.. its newcstle).. argh! but you know i got some comfort looking at how the man utd youngsters played.. really.. i mean campbell was pretty dirty in his tackles, but i really could see the desire to perform and score.. i mean he ran and tackled and shoot.. jsut to make sure he gets to show to people that he deserved to be in man utd.. as for possedon, he is really not so bad!! was lost at first, but after awhile, he got the hang of it.. how he even dribbled here and there.. i mean it would be a little intimidating right playing for man utd in his first big game! but boy did he show some worth.. as for the cute brazillian twins! ive yet to see more of their play before commenting on anything.. but they sure have to work hard to match the high expectations of the fans.. but all in all, i have to admit that yes even though chelsea looks much better and more promising in taking the cup this year, i know and am sure that man utd will NOT make it easy for them!!
rock on MAN UTD!
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Jabbawockeez compilation pt1
Sunday, August 17, 2008
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Jabbawockeez compilation pt2
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The best Ive ever had...
Friday, August 15, 2008
and yes i do remember about you every now and then..
and yes i do remember that you were the one who truly loves me..
and yes i still do remember your dreams..
and yes i still do remember our dreams..
even though i've moved on,
i still do care.. and i hope you are well..
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21st Burp-Dae!
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
and yes my second post for the day.. heh heh.. updated at 5.00 am right now as im waiting for my hair to dry.. yes i just bathed.. why? cause i just cleaned out my dresser.. putting every thing in it, books, presents, school magazines and stuffs into big boxes.. =D one item left! my wardrobe! haha.. eys my clothes.. shoot.. that would take another night.. but surprisingly, i like the experience of cleaning my room.. its like the staisfaction i get after, is just so rewarding! heh heh..
so yes back to the reason for this update..
Am's maulid, carried out in celebration of her burp-day was a simple yet amazing affair.. seeing her relatives all so elated, teasing each other and taking pictures.. its really a heart-warming sight! haha.. its nice that Am gets to experience such close-knit family gatherings her whole life.. for me, im just starting to enjoy family gatherings with my aunts, uncles and cousins, since last year.. i guess i just learnt to appreciate them and be more opened to them as i grow up.. haha.. there are reasons for my isolation from them when i was younger ok.. but now, i guess i just know how to handle them better i guess.. haha..
and yes, i just digressed again.. the pictures! yes pictures! i finally know how to upload to multiply so most of the pictures are there!
http://weenay10.multiply.com/photos/album/2/Ams_Birthday_Maulid
so here's a sneak peek!
and yes.. just to reconfirm my sad belief.. big spectacles are not for me.. and i have lisa to agree to that.. hahahahhaha..
never fails to crack myself up... houseflyyyyyy yes.. hahahh..
ok now i need sleep.. toodles!
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Random
Random fact 1:
OH YYYEEAAAHHH!! EPL (ENGLISH PREMIER LEAGUE) WILL BE BACK THIS WEEKEND!!!!! WOOHHOO!! k im brewing with excitement already.. the fact that chelsea is a completely new team and such, I would love to see them against Man Utd, who is still the same team as it is from last season.. and to watch Man Utd win the charity shield was of course, an exciting time for me! =) i can't wait i can't wait! haha..
right now the tv is showing the olympic's women soccer tournament, in which brazil is thrashing nigeria.. poor nigerians.. but the brazil women's team is really good! like seriously! and gosh do they look fit.. which brings me to...
Random fact 2:
i think im getting super unfit.. i mean im not gaining weight but seriously, what has happened to my stamina and muscles? i feel kind of flabby right now.. not good.. I haven't really seen myself this flabby before.. haha.. i think i should at least do a little exercise right? but gosh.. 20 years have been so active in doing exercises.. now im just becoming a pig.. maybe its the deprivation of being slack and free of any sport's pressure of being fit.. haha.. i think i need to do sit ups.. make my tummy flatter..
but then tried that before.. got tired of it and completely pushed it aside after a few days.. yes days ok.. fine.. i should be more discipline in doing it..
Random fact 3:
i love the new show 'Don't Forget the Lyrics'!! its so funnn!! the first episode was super funny and exhilarating! the woman sang like she owned the stage ok.. like a sif she's nelly furtado or something.. she dance and sing with full of confidence and fun ok.. it was a joy even though she wasn't so vocally strong.. and my brother was making a joke about how he's thinking of joining the local version of the show.. and of course i gave him a puzzled look.. i mean im not sure he knows the lyrics to some oldies! i mean seriously! old classics.. i doubt he even knows the lyrics! haahah.. im not being mean ok.. just realistic.. i would want him to get money (God knows I really want him to), but not when it involves embarrassing himself on live tv! hahah..
Not Random fact:
finally im starting again on my mengaji. For those non-Muslim readers, mengaji means a class where im taught how to read the Quran. and Im excited! Im kind of rusty, i feel, in rereading the Quran again and I want to sharpen my reading techniques..
you know, after attending ameera's birthday maulid (a Muslim's celebration to thank God and pray that He bless us and all), I want to be a better Muslim.. it's not easy.. i know i have make a lot of mistakes in the past.. i have learnt to forgive and forget.. and i have asked for forgiveness, in which i do sincerely hope those who were hurt by my actions, would forgive me.. Life in this world is short.. you'll never know when time stops ticking for you.. and I want to make use of all my time right now, to slowly make myself a better Muslim..
and like i said, SLOWLY.. yes maybe some of you might think, eh if you have decided to change and be good, just do it.. why need to do it slowly.. i guess i just need time to slowly evolve and constantly remind myself of doing the right thing.. its not easy cause nobody's perfect right.. i just need time to do one big thing at a time u noe.. like now ive started again my mengaji, hopefully next is able to commit more individual time i have after praying to practise my readings..
like what I always say to my students, I seek for improvement.. and this i apply to myself right now.. improve, improve, improve..
* and im so enjoying the long break.. fridae (half day), saturday, sunday, monday (school hols), tuesday (elearning) and wednesday (no class).. woohhooo!! hahaha*
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School
Friday, August 08, 2008
Actually I don't really know what to update.. hahaha..
School has been good so far.. tutors most are fun.. and i get Barbara again! weee!! im soo super happy about that.. her classes are awesome! never boring! Hopefully it continues that way.. DED however, i got my supervisor.. which is damn stressful as I know of the expectations that he will set for me since he knows me.. haha.. but i think its also good as he is able to track my improvements in lesson plans! =D to always think positive and achieve the best! haha..
This one week, ive hung out with many old friends.. seeing them and talking to them again.. its a good ehads-up to whats going on in their lives.. i mean chatting on msn isn't the same as meeting them face to face right? its interesting to hear the different experiences of TA.. and really can learn a lot about schools just from 5 weeks.. but what i missed most is living in hostel with lisa..
I love the times wen assignments are due soon and we will spend the day and night working on our work.. Helping each other out with ideas and laughing over silly things that had been done during our working sessions.. How we got so tired one night and decided to just go out to the 24hrs shop to buy ben n jerries! hahaha.. and did not leave some for wayne.. well it would have melted by the time! hahaha.. how we were walking in the middle of the road and wanted to take pictures, but did not as lisa didn't think it was such a great idea since it was late at night and we were the few people walking around.. haha..
how we took care of kirby and the-other-hamster-which-i-forgot-her-name.. haha.. i remembered they were our stress-relievers.. each time we entered our rooms or wanted to rest or before we sleep, we will play with them.. how we got obssess with searching on information on hamsters when we think they are not well.. getting worried when they fight and fight and when one gets fatter and the other gets thinner by the day.. haha.. good trying times for the hamsters!
i especially miss the late night talks that we have.. the talks before we go to sleep.. just staring at the ceiling or while poking wayney and talk about our lives.. our experiences.. our concerns.. our loves and joys.. how we laughed and laughed and even go crazy at night when we are supposed to go to sleep as we have morning class.. =)) it makes me smile just remembering those nights..
well even though our timetable is quite different now, Im actually quite happy with the break times.. im able to spend time with my lisa,wayne,helmi, azian,wan, azry and andi.. and have some time to do some individual studying in school too..
im happy =))) and especially so as i will be spending my weekends with my joyahs, in celebration of ameera's bdae! yayyy!!
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